I dreamed my husband and I were in Spain where he is from. I knew we were there but there wasn't anything that actually looked like being in Spain. It looked like we were in a big city with complex highway and train systems that even go upside down. This is an fake city I revisit in my dreams often. We were staying in a penthouse apartment and everywhere we visited was covered in blacklights and people everywhere had glowing paint and clothing and accessories on. Even the malls and the breeze ways. It was dark outside the entire time and even outside everything glowed like it was in blacklight. I knew my kids were there but I don't remember watching them or being responsible for them. Then we left the penthouse style apartment which was somewhere between the 5th-10th floors to go to a smaller apartment that belonged to a relative of my husband that was in a tower on the 60th floor. I started panicking because of my fear of heights and started saying the children couldn't go that high but I never saw them. I also envisioned the new apartment being very small and basic. We got to the elevator in a small off white room where the blacklight was gone, suitcases in hand of the new building and I refused to go up then I woke up thinking about the twin towers collapse after the terrorist attack.
This dream suggests that you may be feeling a sense of displacement or confusion in your current circumstances. The fact that the setting is Spain, a place associated with your husband's origins, may indicate a desire for connection with your spouse or a need to explore your relationship more deeply. The complex and unreal city with upside-down transportation systems may symbolize a feeling of being overwhelmed or out of control in your waking life.
The blacklights and glowing people could represent a sense of mystery or illusion surrounding the people and situations in your life. This could reflect a feeling of not truly knowing or understanding those around you, or feeling that things are not as they seem.
The transition from the penthouse to the relative's apartment on the 60th floor may represent a shift in perspective or a change in your living situation. Your fear of heights and panic in the dream may indicate anxieties or worries about taking on new challenges or facing unknown circumstances in your waking life.
The reference to the twin towers collapse after the terrorist attack could symbolize a fear of instability or loss in your life, perhaps related to a traumatic event or a sense of vulnerability. Overall, this dream may be highlighting feelings of uncertainty, apprehension, and a need for stability and security in your waking life. It may be helpful to explore these feelings further to gain insight into any underlying concerns or fears you may have.